out_there: B-Day Present '05 (Procrastinating)
out_there ([personal profile] out_there) wrote2004-01-12 02:14 pm

Griping about work...

Oh my god. *groans*

I have no enthusiasm for work.

Seriously, went outside for lunch, came back full of the spirit of working efficiently and clearing my desk, and within five minutes I just couldn't be bothered and would rather sit on LJ.

It would take both hands to count the number of things I'm behind on, and yet, I just don't have the will to move. This is why I'm always filled with admiration for the Sorkin people. They put so much effort into their jobs. It's not that I don't like my job (the opposite, in fact), I just have no energy for it today.

Plus, it's that old stacked-up feeling. You know, you let it stack up, and suddenly there's too much and you don't know where to begin? I've got that.

I've also got a tic in my left eyelid. It keeps half-blinking. This is *very* annoying.

You know what? I just suck. Totally suck. I mean, this year, I'm working full-time and also going to be studying part-time. I can't afford to stuff around like this, and yet, I am. Hell, I'm even taking ten minutes to type up an LJ entry just to bitch about how I'm wasting time.

I think I need *sleep*. Caffeine isn't always a great substitute.