Random boredom
May. 16th, 2003 08:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
out_thereHmmm... Well, another week over. My two bosses will be in New Zealand for Tues-Friday, so Monday morning is going to be this hectic getting everything ready day. Not really looking forward to it.
I was just going to watch TV tonight, but there's nothing interesting on. Hence, I'm sitting here, listening to Neil Finn and feeling vaguely dissatisfied. I'll go offline at 8.30pm for Dick which is featuring two of my favourite blondes. Kirsten Dunst and Michelle Williams. You know I'm going to do my best to see them as slashy. *g*
This weekend is going to mainly be taken up with housework, getting the furniture ready for the removalists on Monday. Luckily, there's only about eight things they're taking up to Canberra, but I'm going to need to clean out the lawnmower, and defrost the freezer, and make sure things are ready to go.
Hmmm, in other news, Matrix 2 is out and I have no one to see it with. I could go see it alone. I did that for X2, and didn't mind because it was a good film. I'm still getting used to the whole seeing a movie alone thing. Maybe I'll check if any of the Melbourne slashers want to see it next weekend.
You know, I don't like going out on my own. I don't mean shopping and stuff, I've got no problem with that. And wandering around the city by myself can be very fun. But going out to bars, etc, by myself? I always feel incredibly self-conscious. It could also have something to do with the fact that I don't tend to like those sorts of places for their own merits, I like the company I go with. It's only on my mind because I was talking with someone last night and she mentioned how much she loved going out on her own and meeting people. Said that I should try it more.
Although, we were also joking about having crushes, and how long it had been since we slept with someone. She mentioned that it's been two weeks since she last slept with her live-in boyfriend, and I replied that it's been over two years since I've slept with someone. Unsurprisingly, I feel a little down after realising this fact. And I'm suddenly thinking that apart from the whole being religious and saintly, a nun's life wouldn't kill me. Apart from the lack of slash, of course. *g*
It's just a case of I'm really not that interested in relationships. I mean, I just don't socialise that much, or go out of my way to do so. At 21, I've kissed five people. I've been seriously interested in three (well, four now, since I'm currently crushing on someone). I wonder if it's a natural personality thing, or if it's just a case of being a bit burnt (disappointed/hurt/confused as all hell) at 15 and avoiding it from then on.
Man, I have no idea where I'm going with this. I'm just really tired.
Anyway, here's the cute kitten quiz
I am a giant mutant kitten. Not strange at all.
Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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I was just going to watch TV tonight, but there's nothing interesting on. Hence, I'm sitting here, listening to Neil Finn and feeling vaguely dissatisfied. I'll go offline at 8.30pm for Dick which is featuring two of my favourite blondes. Kirsten Dunst and Michelle Williams. You know I'm going to do my best to see them as slashy. *g*
This weekend is going to mainly be taken up with housework, getting the furniture ready for the removalists on Monday. Luckily, there's only about eight things they're taking up to Canberra, but I'm going to need to clean out the lawnmower, and defrost the freezer, and make sure things are ready to go.
Hmmm, in other news, Matrix 2 is out and I have no one to see it with. I could go see it alone. I did that for X2, and didn't mind because it was a good film. I'm still getting used to the whole seeing a movie alone thing. Maybe I'll check if any of the Melbourne slashers want to see it next weekend.
You know, I don't like going out on my own. I don't mean shopping and stuff, I've got no problem with that. And wandering around the city by myself can be very fun. But going out to bars, etc, by myself? I always feel incredibly self-conscious. It could also have something to do with the fact that I don't tend to like those sorts of places for their own merits, I like the company I go with. It's only on my mind because I was talking with someone last night and she mentioned how much she loved going out on her own and meeting people. Said that I should try it more.
Although, we were also joking about having crushes, and how long it had been since we slept with someone. She mentioned that it's been two weeks since she last slept with her live-in boyfriend, and I replied that it's been over two years since I've slept with someone. Unsurprisingly, I feel a little down after realising this fact. And I'm suddenly thinking that apart from the whole being religious and saintly, a nun's life wouldn't kill me. Apart from the lack of slash, of course. *g*
It's just a case of I'm really not that interested in relationships. I mean, I just don't socialise that much, or go out of my way to do so. At 21, I've kissed five people. I've been seriously interested in three (well, four now, since I'm currently crushing on someone). I wonder if it's a natural personality thing, or if it's just a case of being a bit burnt (disappointed/hurt/confused as all hell) at 15 and avoiding it from then on.
Man, I have no idea where I'm going with this. I'm just really tired.
Anyway, here's the cute kitten quiz
I am a giant mutant kitten. Not strange at all.
Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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Date: 2003-05-16 03:31 am (UTC)*hides under table*
Well you're doing better than me, I'm 20 and I haven't kissed anybody yet let along sleep with someone...
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Date: 2003-05-16 03:37 am (UTC)Well you're doing better than me, I'm 20 and I haven't kissed anybody yet let along sleep with someone...
Is it silly that that actually made me feel a lot better? Thank you.
I think part of it is just being very tired (I'm stuffed) and waiting for an email from said crush. The other part is just that most of RL friends are always more sexually experienced, and I start to wonder if it's just me.
Yeah, that is silly... *g*
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Date: 2003-05-16 05:18 am (UTC)Same here! I sometimes wonder if there's something wrong or different with me so I know how you feel...
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Date: 2003-05-16 07:23 pm (UTC)ie. We all spend too much time online reading about cute guys (and girls) getting it on, to actually be bothered chasing up any action of our own. *lol*