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Mar. 16th, 2004 11:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
out_thereIt's one of those days. It's my own fault. I stayed up late writing, so I only got about four hours sleep.
Then, Mum got a casual teaching job today, and couldn't find her registration card, and adding that to the general level of mess in my place, the nervousness of getting a job and the fact that Dad called her yesterday and talked to her for hours, resulted in a *fun* morning.
There's nothing like hearing an ongoing rant all about your flaws to start a day off. Of course, it wouldn't have been so bad if it wasn't 80% true.I need to develop a way to live in fantasy world forever, because at least then I feel like a nice person.
Then, there's work. Feel free to point out that the stack of work on my desk *is* all my own fault. Because it is. I haven't done it, I've slacked off reading LJ, answering email and writing fic, and unsurprisingly it's built up. Now, I have an appointment with the boss at 2pm, so I can schedule the upcoming scolding into my day.
And tonight, I have uni. Out of six lectures over the past three weeks, I've attended three. I've just finished the reading for week one, and haven't even started the questions for week three (which we'll be discussing tonight). Once again, my own fault for procrastinating and just being incredibly selfish and lazy.
I suck on so many levels. Today is just going out of it's way to point out each and every way that I suck.
On the funny side, I was feeling very comfortable at work this morning, and was amused to look down at 11.30am, and realise that I'd forgotten to change out of my sneakers. *snerk* I hadn't even noticed I wasn't wearing my heels. No wonder I was comfy.
Then, Mum got a casual teaching job today, and couldn't find her registration card, and adding that to the general level of mess in my place, the nervousness of getting a job and the fact that Dad called her yesterday and talked to her for hours, resulted in a *fun* morning.
There's nothing like hearing an ongoing rant all about your flaws to start a day off. Of course, it wouldn't have been so bad if it wasn't 80% true.
Then, there's work. Feel free to point out that the stack of work on my desk *is* all my own fault. Because it is. I haven't done it, I've slacked off reading LJ, answering email and writing fic, and unsurprisingly it's built up. Now, I have an appointment with the boss at 2pm, so I can schedule the upcoming scolding into my day.
And tonight, I have uni. Out of six lectures over the past three weeks, I've attended three. I've just finished the reading for week one, and haven't even started the questions for week three (which we'll be discussing tonight). Once again, my own fault for procrastinating and just being incredibly selfish and lazy.
I suck on so many levels. Today is just going out of it's way to point out each and every way that I suck.
On the funny side, I was feeling very comfortable at work this morning, and was amused to look down at 11.30am, and realise that I'd forgotten to change out of my sneakers. *snerk* I hadn't even noticed I wasn't wearing my heels. No wonder I was comfy.
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Date: 2004-03-15 04:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-03-15 07:21 pm (UTC)Thanks for the hugs, Celli. I'm sure that by tomorrow, today will seem fine.