I still hate Amy...

[out_there]

We all know that, right? When it comes to WW, the only people I really dislike are Amy and Mandy. I keep waiting for someone to call me on the basic mysoginism of disliking them and liking Josh, who is arguably the male equivalent of them, but in my defense, I'm not too fond of Josh when he's around either of those two. They bring out the nasty, squabbling, harsh side of Josh.

But Jae Gecko has written a fic where... well, even though I still don't like Amy, I can at least see the *potential* in the relationship, the reason why Josh is so ensorcelled by her. I need to read the next in the series.

Meanwhile, I shopped on the way home, bought myself practical stuff, and a Mars Bar to eat on the way home. Mmmmm... chocolate... I also got myself a Golden Gaytime for desert, so that's good. Apologies for the moodiness today, I've just been... odd. I think it's just lack of sleep last night.

I acheived virtually nothing at work today. I can't believe I've been back nearly a week, and it feels like I'm doing so little. I'm guessing it's mainly because I'm on the mend from this cough that I'm starting to look around and realise it...

Hmmm... my left wrist/hand won't stop shaking. This is annoying, yet vaguely intriguing, just because I have no idea what I've done to cause it.

Since I'm listening to Something for Kate's CD (Echolalia), I can't help assigning songs to characters. Seasick has got to be a Lex song, and would probably make a good Clex vid; moody, jealous. stuck and needing, wishing to escape.


SEASICK

you make it look so easy
you seem to fit inside your own skull so comfortably
but i haven't been myself lately
and thank you
the pressure has been all mine
as i wait for my pulse to catch up with me

if i could leave here today then i would
if i could change my face and my name then i would
if i could run to some technicolour place then i would
if i could learn from my mistakes then i would

the lights come back on
and what has my imagination done for me lately
i sit in this chair
concentrating on a crack in the ceiling
and thank you, thank you
the pressure has been all mine
as i wait for my breath to catch up with me

if i could see with your eyes then i would

repeat first chorus

you make it look so easy
you make me
seasick

if i could leave here today then i would
if i could run then i would
if i could learn then i would
if i could fly then i would