Small world

Didn't go to sleep until 12, then woke up early to study (5am!). By the time I was out of bed and washed my hair, it was nearly 5.30am, and it took me a further half hour to work out how to change the lightbulb (the light fittings just pull out, I discovered, after ten minutes of turning them and getting nowhere!). Well, I've only answered half the questions, and I have a few more tasks to do, but the training chick doesn't come in until 2pm, so I've got a chance to get most of it done.

I'm only online so I can email my work address with the file, and finish it there. When I've done that, I'd better move really quickly and dash out the door, or I'll be late.

Sometimes fandom is really damn small and coincidental. Seriously, I commented on one of Te's meta entries (where she used examples from XF and BtVS) using Josh/Sam (because they're never far from my mind), and got an answer to my reply from Jae Gecko! Otherwise known as the author of the Sam/Josh Turning series that is eating my brain. *blinks* Seriously strange, y'all.

I have a new Ethan song. It's Happy Endings by Something for Kate ( Lyrics.... )

Argh! I'm going to be late for work!

Work. Will work. (For fiction... *g*)

You know what would be really good? If I came into work and actually did some.

Okay, I've been here for just over an hour, I've made one phone call and answered one phone call, and spent the rest of the time either checking LJ (RosenCon sounds like it was so much fun! An alcoholic sleepover of fangirls *g*), or replying to email (organising Buffy Ball arrangements!).

Okay, need to do something. Or, if I'm going to shirk work, do the study. *g*

Time management skills are something that I've never aspired to have...

Good things come to those who procrastinate!

Just got a call from the NRG training gal, who can't make it this week! Hence, I have a week's reprieve on the study!

Yay!!!

So, now all I have to do this morning is the... Well, I should work on the insurance forms, but they won't be vital.

*looks over at Josh/Sam fic, just waiting to be read*

Hmmmm...

*grrr*

I can't stop coughing. My chest feels as if it's either being squished in a vise, or just been thumped really hard, and I've got a headache.

I wanna go home. The boss is out for the afternoon.

And, I'm hungry. I'm going to have lunch, and see if my mood picks up.

Man, I'm moody today. Good mood this morning, to feel very grouchy by lunch time. On the good side, it means that the bad mood will probably pass quickly, but it's still odd for me. (Possibly a case of not enough sleep...)

Still moody

Hmmm... I'm still odd. I mean, I'm no longer in a FTS* mood, but now I'm tired, and kinda... well, not depressed, just off. Finished reading a Sam/Josh fic and nearly got teary. @.@ Just be glad I'm not using this entry to rant about why they should be together, and why they both deserve a swift kick up the backside for being idiots. (*grrr*Men!*grrr*)

Either I'm really tired, run down and sick, which is making me go a bit haywire, or this had better be PMS.

If it's the first, it's probably also aggravated by drinking Pepsi this morning and eating lots of sugary biscuits (ie. coming down from the false energy), so I'm drinking Coke and hoping it'll pick me back up.

Should be doing work. I have the feeling I've forgotten something important, and that's bugging me too.

*FTS = Fuck This Shit

I still hate Amy...

We all know that, right? When it comes to WW, the only people I really dislike are Amy and Mandy. I keep waiting for someone to call me on the basic mysoginism of disliking them and liking Josh, who is arguably the male equivalent of them, but in my defense, I'm not too fond of Josh when he's around either of those two. They bring out the nasty, squabbling, harsh side of Josh.

But Jae Gecko has written a fic where... well, even though I still don't like Amy, I can at least see the *potential* in the relationship, the reason why Josh is so ensorcelled by her. I need to read the next in the series.

Meanwhile, I shopped on the way home, bought myself practical stuff, and a Mars Bar to eat on the way home. Mmmmm... chocolate... I also got myself a Golden Gaytime for desert, so that's good. Apologies for the moodiness today, I've just been... odd. I think it's just lack of sleep last night.

I acheived virtually nothing at work today. I can't believe I've been back nearly a week, and it feels like I'm doing so little. I'm guessing it's mainly because I'm on the mend from this cough that I'm starting to look around and realise it...

Hmmm... my left wrist/hand won't stop shaking. This is annoying, yet vaguely intriguing, just because I have no idea what I've done to cause it.

Since I'm listening to Something for Kate's CD (Echolalia), I can't help assigning songs to characters. Seasick has got to be a Lex song, and would probably make a good Clex vid; moody, jealous. stuck and needing, wishing to escape.

( Lyrics... )

Night, all!

I finished Jae Gecko's Turning series - I'll write feedback over the weekend.

I thought I was in the mood for some hot smut, but I don't have the concentration level to do any more than skim. I think it's time to go offline and give up on the computer.

Hmmm... I've got TLC on tape, so I'll watch that until Angel starts, and then I'm going to sleep. Mmmmm... sleep!